Friday, September 12, 2008

I started to cry today while stroking Owen's face, realizing that I have likely heard him tell me he loves me for the last time earlier this week. He continues to get weaker, and awake even less. Today, I noticed that he didn't complain as much when I moved him which indicates to me not that he is more comfortable, but that he is getting closer and closer to the stage where he does not wake up at all. I suppose he is more comfortable as well-which is obviously a very good thing.


Anonymous said...

Jen -
Thank you for sharing your most intimate, inspirational, loving and amazing moments. Every time I see a post, I know you got one more day with Owen. Love and hugs Stacie

Anonymous said...

I don't know exactly what to write but I wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you and Owen. I am glad to hear you got to have another day with him. Please remember that when he is not physically here anymore, He will ALWAYS be around you spiritually. He will be there watching you, enjoying his time in heaven while waiting for the time when you are called to join him.

Dawn Staub said...

Oh my gosh you are so strong! my heart goes out to you and your family & owen. I lost a baby( Hannah Faith) to a misscarriage on 3-25-05 and cried like i had held her but never got the chance. i dont no what is worse but i hope when your little owen gets to heaven he can find our Dear Hannah and play with her. remember owen will always remember you and how gentle and kind you were and that all his pain will be gone even though ours will never end as we remember how little time you had with owen and why this ever happened to you and others god bless you!