Friday, December 27, 2019

Post Christmas

I'm not sure why, but this Christmas was particularly difficult for me. I'm having such a difficult time with knowing that Owen would be almost sixteen years old...He was four when he died. He would be SO different now.
I work at the school with the students would he would have been in class with. I look around and try to imagine and figure out who his friends would be. Who would he have a crush on? Who would be nice to him? Would any of these kids have picked on him?
What would he like now? Who would Owen be today?

Monday, April 14, 2014

Dreams

Last night, I had a dream that Owen was alive in a hospital. I found out where he was, and we were so excited to see each other! I picked him up into a hug and took him to buy socks because his feet were cold.

 He was the same age he was when he died, and I was able to have Josh and Marissa play with him.

The best part was holding him. It's been SO LONG since I have been able to hold him, and kiss his little bald head!

Man, I miss my son...

Saturday, August 18, 2012

Reading

I have been reading through my past posts today.

 I look at the decreasing amount of posts I have on here. Yes, I have the Facebook page that I have been updating, but this is a good place to write, as well.

  I'm enjoying my visit with Owen memories this morning. I miss that Frog so much.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

We got the phone call 4 years ago today that let us know that Owen had relapsed. With that call, we knew that we were going to lose him.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Cancer Resources

Here is a link to childhood cancer resources:

http://www.hyundaihopeonwheels.org/cancer-resources/resources.aspx

I am sorry for anyone who is currently experiencing the trials of childhood cancer, or who has experienced a loss because of it. It is a terrible club to be a part of, but you will meet some incredible people on your journey that you may have otherwise never met.