Post Christmas

I'm not sure why, but this Christmas was particularly difficult for me. I'm having such a difficult time with knowing that Owen would be almost sixteen years old...He was four when he died. He would be SO different now.
I work at the school with the students would he would have been in class with. I look around and try to imagine and figure out who his friends would be. Who would he have a crush on? Who would be nice to him? Would any of these kids have picked on him?
What would he like now? Who would Owen be today?