Saturday, December 20, 2008
I can't honestly say that I am looking forward to Christmas this year. There is no excitement for me-I imagine it will be like any other day, except that I will get to see some members of my family that I do not normally get to see, and we will open presents.
We are having our (5X10 sq ft) bathroom updated, and I was in there the other night looking at the bare walls and started crying, being hit with the fact that nothing that I do will ever fix what is really wrong. No matter how I try to pretty things up, it's just nothing more than a cover.
I hate what cancer did to my son, what it has done to our family. I hate that it affects children...that it affects anyone.
Nobody should have to spend Christmas without their child...