Thursday, December 31, 2009
Another new year to spend without Owen. We found out that he is having a little brother. He would have made such a good big brother. I really am missing him a ton. As always, it is so difficult to spend the holidays without him. Every tradition is painful without him, and doing things he didn't have the chance to do really tears at my heart. I try to act happy. I just wish I felt what my face shows.